I submitted my resignation from my job this past Monday and will no longer be employed (temporarily) in three weeks. Crazy to think that after two years of mundane, predictable, boring everyday life, my entire world as I know it will change. And I can't wait. For too long now I've had very little to no surprises, change, or even unexpected events occur and I'm getting restless. Change will be good for me. So, I'm quitting my job in exactly three weeks. I will miss some people here, others I could care less if I never saw again.
I start instructor training for scuba three weeks from this Friday. That scares me. I feel in no way prepared enough to be at the caliber I'd very much like to be. But on the other hand, at this point, I just want to get it over with. I'm too much of an analytical person and just want a reprieve from all this worrying and stressing.
The very day after my 10-day training boot-camp-from-hell ends, I start school. It's an unbeliveable mixture of both excitement and worry. I can't wait to start doing something new, something fun, and something I enjoy again. But on the other hand, I'm constantly having dreams where I screw up somehow. It's like that dream where it's the first day of school and you're naked onstage, but it's repetitive and at least I get to keep my clothes most of the time. But I'm ecstatic about learning photography.
So until all of that stuff happens, I'll just continue to work, study/practice scuba diving, and work out. I'm going to have to quit my membership at LA Fitness when school starts because why pay for a gym membership when you get it 'free' at school. I will miss my gym buddy not only for his 'personal trainer'-like dedication, but also for all the good conversations. Oh well.
Feeling Inspired? 
Wednesday, July 23, 2008